The finality is different than the ongoing saga so I would expect you to have some kind of reaction. I hope this will allow you to move forward knowing that you did whatever you could to save the marriage. H has shown himself to be so unworthy of a woman like you. Get that ramshackle house fixed up and sold so you can get to the next chapter. It will be so much better!
Sending good thoughts your way. And I'll have a glass of wine for you if it will help.
If you love somebody, set them free. http://tinyurl.com/2empx2g
