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I think it is part of the process of grieving. Feel it .. but dont react to it. You have been so strong for so long.

What would you tell me? First you would say it is ok. Then you would say dont be so hard on yourself.

It is all a process of grieving. You WERE betrayed and he continues to be a butthole. AND I think it is liek "at what cost" bone head?? you know?

I understand .. we all od. Breathe.. READ and PRAY. Allow yourself permission and find positive outlets.

i am here if you need me.


M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again