no idea what to do......

[gman]

SD
i have eluded that this is "her choice" - thing is i know she will not leave the kids. I think she wants me to "cave" as i have more options than she - also it will look to her friends that i am the one leaving not her.

i like my bed....it is comfortable that is why i went back. at least i get to use it for something....it is a very nice bed...lol

so many things clouding my mind....time to go take a run tonight and channel my emotions and frustration into something productive.