Trying to move on

[ClingingToHope]

Had my final free session with IC today. Really wasn't a lot to talk about. I told her I was struggling with anger. She told me that when she sees her ex-husband around town -- they were married 23 years -- it's similar to seeing an old boyfriend.

I told her I couldn't imagine it ever feeling that way. Then again, five or six months ago I didn't feel I'd be this far along emotionally.

Side thing. W had to pick up D7 from school early because she was sick, and she texted to ask if I could come home and stay with her early. I said yes. Unfortunately I had to see her even for a few minutes. I know I'm supposed to "shine," but all I wanted to do was get in, get D7, grab whatever mail I had and get out.

I don't feel like shining right now.

She texted me later to ask when I wanted to do the taxes. I responded with a question about her vacation weeks. She hasn't told me when they are so I can't schedule mine.

D7 told me today that W told her daddy may never come live with them again.