This is what I wanted. Right? so, why would I be depressed? It didn't make sense to me.
But, IC pointed out to me that now that I am emotionally safer in the R, I am exhausted, and I have to face all the pain, all the fear, all the hurt, all the betrayal, all the anger. It is so much.
I can TOTALLY relate to that, Rocked! I think that's pretty typical (but scares the hell out of you, nonetheless).
