1. I am not in a good place emotionally. I don't want to react or feel hurt anymore. I really wish I could not care anymore, but it is not happening.
2. Power struggle. I don't want to do something just because he said so or go out of my way.
3. I wish I could say "I'll bring your mail over when I'm moving the rest of my things", but I am not in a good place right now to go and do it. Let alone it's not going to be easier to arrange it with him than picking up the mail.
