I am experiencing something in the last week that I have not had to endure thus far in this MLC journey- rage.

My rage.

This is the first time in this crisis I am sooooo angry at him for EVERYTHING.

Prior to this I was just in deep emotional pain, disbelief, shock, etc....

I am struggling with these feelings and fighting the urge to call him or go to his office and just chew him a new butthole.

Me: 46 H:44
Together: 25 years
Married: 20 years
Separated: 11-30-06 Divorced 12-21-07
OW: EA began 2005
PA began end of 2006
3 children,20, 16, 6
ex asked for forgiveness
01/16/11