Even my GF that was once a WAW chewed my a$$ out yesterday. She just got her D finalized BTW.
I guess I got sucked into the R fantasy where she spends more time with me and realizes what a great guy I am etc, comes back and we live happily ever after. I needed a wake up call.
Ironically, even now she will call me and ask if I will be there (her house) when she gets home. WTF? Why? My home is where we concieved our Son and lived 23 years together. Not where she moved too.
Why am I so blind? And why does she want me to "be there" and at the same time "not want me". She's freaking crazy. She even told me to "move on" like she is. I told her I WAS moving on! Moving on to our golden years of retirement but that she derailed my tracks and screwed that all up. At least she acknowleged that.
Anyway, sometimes your heart takes over and your head moves about 2 feet lower than it needs to me (your butt).
Just woke up from the fantasy. Thanks for the reality check.
Me:48 W:55 M:22 T:23 Bomb:19Nov09 S:15Jan10 D:11Feb10 EA:Confirmed on 20Apr10 Fast track to her divorcing me
