I've hit a wall.. Now what?

[talia]

SO this is my emotional beating week...

Just got a call from a work friend of H's. She and her H are people we spent a lot of time with as a couple. I haven't talked to her since this all happened. H did tell her what was going on... but none of the details. Just that we are getting a D - no explanation at all according to her. She asked if she and I could still be friends - which I'm fine with as long as she follows the same rules I've set out for all mutual friends - no discussing anything about me to H - ever. She agreed. Then I told her the truth about H, the affair, how he left, etc. She was shocked....

Here's the emotional beating. She's the third person this week to say something along the lines of "I was shocked , I mean if you two couldn't make it then who can... there may be no hope for the rest of us".

This last one has officially ripped out my heart, killed my resolve, and makes me oh so very sad.... the tipping point I guess....

THATS HOW I FELT ABOUT US ....

I hate roller coasters... I'm starting to turn green...


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