That's my gut response, too! Oh, I should just roll over? meekly go away?

but I am trying hard to put it into context of what is GOOD FOR ME? to let go of what X and his new little babe think about me, and for me to think about me, right?

Curse curse swear swear.

Me: 44
Him: 42
Together: 23 years; never married
Bomb: August 1, 2009
Affair since May 2009
Walk away; no conversation; no process