Thats ok! I enjoyed reading. I agree that the OW or OP can be like an addiction. I could see that clearly with my H and the OW. He used to tell me he couldnt go a day without talking to her and how she made him feel and blah blah blah...of course he also saw them growing old together. Funny how he was so sure of something that didnt even come close to working out!

Im waiting for the day if it ever comes to hear him say how sorry he is for having to put me and our kids thru all that pain. (NOt that its important...it may never happen and Im ok with that!)

Cyrena! I am GAL! Im so happy to say that I am. I spent many of hours on this place the first year of my separation...looking for answers, comfort, help, anything that would get me through this. Now I hardly come on at all! Im proud of that fact! I do try to focus on getting off this last 10 pounds! That keeps me very busy!!

Last edited by kissak; 02/04/10 07:45 PM.
Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10