how do i keep my hope alive?

[trytryagain]

thanks, OTM. i didn't react negatively to him. i know that going back and forth is just part of his chemical makeup, but of course, it's still hard to hear yes, no, maybe, i don't know and have any idea of what to think.

i just let it go. maybe it is a part of his process, i'm not sure, but i will certainly work to not allow myself to pursue or act out in anger.

i really can't tell you how insightful it's been to have your input, as someone who knows what it's like to be in my h's shoes (and in his brain!). thanks!