I was trying not to, but we have been getting so close that I can't get my thinking and personal changes through. Her solution was that I move out for one month to clear my mind.
Does that make sense? I want to go for a week, but in a month I think we'd both have begun moving on. I also don't know if the kids would understand. My current sitch got worse when I looked out the door and saw a world that wasn't as depressing (W, self-esteem issues). I want that thought out, not stronger~
I can't help but think she also might freak out if I actually did it... maybe she's just testing me?
