I'm a little at a loss today. W has texted me with little made up reasons to contact me, she proposed our "date" from last weekend even after I turned her down twice. She told me recently that she k ows that I deserve better. She was at her GF's house the other day and left because she knew I would be uncomfortable going there to pick up S8. She told me that I am a great Guy and she doesn't know what is wrong with her. She also told me that she wants to save our family, but just isn't ready for some things yet.
With that all said, she continues to say things like "I just don't feel about you like i should. " I don't feel like I "should" after all of this either. I don't pursue. I don't talk R at all. She still knows that she could one back at any time she wanted to though. I don't think she's really experienced loss yet.
Agree with her when she tells you that you deserve better and that you are a great guy. "Yeah, I have heard that a lot lately."
Let her know you don't feel like you should either, this is getting old, you aren't attracted to her like you should be, let her know you are thinking about some tough decisions. Then really drop the rope, GAL for yourself, stop worrying about her feelings and open your eyes to the world around you. Have fun and make yourself happy.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
