feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

H is here because he doesn't have a place to go. The text to his friend said that. He's said alot of things I know but I don't see his being here as trying. He is here out of obligation (his words)

I know I have to start caring about me and that's what I've decided to do. I'm kinda done hurting. I know it isn't over for me. I'm taking everything that all of you have said here VERY seriously.

I am going to work at this...not my M...on ME because I cannot save my M anymore I am letting go. I have no control.

Thank you so much - all of you!