Robx, thanks for the thoughts.
my problem is that I just dont want to let go. Its difficult.
I read your thoughts on Luv thread..
I am going to stop persuing. I guess gotta go cold turkey completely.
Its a behaviour that I am not used to.. It hurts badly......

My W asked me last night if I would be willing to go out for dinner with her friend and husband later in the month?
I said Im not sure... I left it at that. Her friend is someone I know a long time too, and has no idea we are going through this.
A part of me tells me that I should just say no..
The other part wants to go and show that I can have a good time regardless of whats going on..

M 43 W 43
S15 S 12 D 10
ILYBNILWY ( Dec 2009)
Sleeping separate rooms April 8 2010.
Sep as of 07/14/2010
W moving out 07/31/2010
No OM confirmed ( yet)