And, guess who is starting to feel sick?!?!?! UGH!
So, last night I made a Mexican dinner... (For you foodies out there) I made steak tacos, w/the steak marinated in lime juice, cumin, chili powder, loads of garlic, and olive oil. I made pico de gallo w/tomatoes, red onions, jalapenos, cumin, salt and pepper, then added in avacado marinated in lime juice. YUMYUMYUM We also had Mexican rice and blue corn chips. Superb!
The family enjoyed it.
I spoke w/Cutter and G last night in the alt. I'm struggling w/how to act around H right now. Am I dark, am I dim, am I engaging, am I a person any fool would ignore/leave? Really struggling w/that.
You've all been very supportive, and have given me great feedback. This weekend, showing some sadness, without it looking like it is consuming my life, made me feel better.
I need to find the courage this weekend to, actually, speak. Even if just a little bit.
Otherwise, I feel like I'll only get worse, and start to fall apart (even more).
I'm going to the Naturopath this afternoon, and will ask about anxiety solutions. My H went last night, and he is pretty much down to only finishing the supplements that he has left. His yeast issues are completely gone, and, physically, he is feeling superb. I'm down 10-12 pounds, and really would like to lose about 15 more. It would be so much easier if it was nice out! Soon, though! (Wait, the darned groundhog says six more weeks!)
I have a ton of work to do today. I like that.
Last edited by mindfull; 02/04/1003:43 PM.
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.
