I've hit a wall.. Now what?

[talia]

FINALLY GOT SOME SLEEP - NO DRUGS!!!!! Actually woke up feeling good and on time today! Small victories!

Meet up last night was awesome. I was so worried it would be a nightmare but I actually enjoyed myself, I haven't laughed that much or participated in such great conversation in a long time -

So here are my short term goals:
In the next 2 weeks...
~Focus in on my feelings about how I want to handle my D and how I am going to articulate that to H.
~Meet with L to discuss what is my best legal strategy - and implement his advice.
~Attend next weeks meet up with the group last night, attend another meet up on 20th with other group I found
~Continue Belly Dancing classes and going out salsa dancing

Over the next 3 months...
~ Take one fun class a week (i.e Belly Dancing)
~Complete the loan modification to secure my new mortgage payment
~Finish my house renovation. Explore roommate options ... i.e. find fabulous gay male roommate
~Put $2000 into savings per my budget plan
~Go on two real dates (just to test the waters)
~Continue to be lovingly detached from H and clearly enforce boundaries as he (apparently) starts the D process
~Continue running program - Join local running club when its warm enough to run outside, and find a local 5K to enter
~Lose another 20 lbs... totaling 50 since the start of all of this... That's 2 lbs a week over 12 weeks.

I think that sounds like a good plan for me.... Appreciate anyone of your thoughts too - as always.

Its nice to be feeling so much better today.... The lows aren't so low anymore

T