how do i keep my hope alive?

[talia]

HI TTA,
I write letters to H all the time - I have one notebook just for that! Its helped me "voice" all my feelings toward him without actually voicing it - been a great tool. Funny thing is not all the letters are angry (many are) some of them are things that I would normally tell him but can't - conversations I want to have with him, that kind of thing. Its been very cathartic and helps me not feel the emptiness that comes with not being able to confide in your primary confidante... Yet another great suggestion from my IC

I agree with you - your mom needs a life!!! WOW! How is THAT DBing going? Sounds like you are holding strong - good job!

I hear you on the not ready to date thing... just feels so WEIRD! I'm sure that will change .... eventually...

You are handling this whole thing really well - We can tell you are stronger every day!!!

Have a great day,

T