Thanks Cyrena....

Yes, we do have good times together. I do see the old H peeking through sometimes. It is hard to stay detached yet try to let the walls down some. But I think you are right about each low period being better than the last.

Honestly he doesnt tell me he loves me. I know he does though. He has said that he does...but he doesnt say "I love u". I hope that makes sense! lol

He did seem in good spirits last night. Made me feel better. He talks about coming home and what he would like to do. He has began to let go of some stuff in his storage. He is giving stuff away and even getting some things for the kids to use that were his. SO from past experience he would have never given his stuff up "just in case".

Like I said, I was just a little bit whinney yesterday. It comes and goes. smile


Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10