The moving van was in the driveway when I got home last night which was hard to see. (I'm sure the neighbors will be calling in the next couple of days.) Last night I was calm, calm, calm. I did chores, packed bookbags and only cried once when my daughter cried while H was at the storage unit packing stuff into the van. I slept like a log when I went to bed at midnight. I think part of me is starting to feel a weight lifting off of my shoulders. I keep telling myself that H made his choice months ago when he cheated.
He told D9 this morning that he is sad too but he just hasn't been showing it....yeah right, he sure seems sad while smiling and packing like he's headed off on vacation. D9 didn't say a word on the way to school in the car this morning. I think she is processing all that is happening. I would really like to go home, put my head under the covers and cry for a couple of hours but I cannot because life goes on.
-JG
Last edited by January girl; 02/04/1002:10 PM.
M-44 H-44 D9 S1 M-17 T-20 Bomb-8/09 EA/PA/MLC H moved out 2/4/10
It's not hard to make decisions when you know what your values are.-Roy Disney
