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[awest1217]

Last night, I did get a little snippy with H so this morning on my way to work I called to give him an update on S and then said I was sorry. I told him that I have learned I am a very interpersonal person and when something comes up I need someone to brainstorm with so I was upset he couldn't be that person. We are on for tonight which is good, and he slept last night (he was just getting up when he should have been at work). The only thing I am concerned about is one that I think OW spent the night last night. I can't confirm it, but just a hunch, which is why he slept better.

My real concern that I think I will bring up tonight is in our talk H brought up how he hates just being at home on the weekends. With S and I beign going Friday and Saturday, I am really concerned he will go somewhere with OW and just not tell me. If I found out, this would just destroy everything that has been accomplished. Plus tomorrow is when I pay the cell phone bill and I will check to see if H has been talking to OW as much or really cutting back like he says. A little scared about that, but I need to know the truth and like I said before I am really scared this weekend will be like last year and H will just do stuff with OW and not tell me. I will then feel bad because I finally chose to do something for me and he does that...a lot of weird emotions going on.