You put one foot in front of the other. You ask for help. You post here, vent, b!tch, moan, beg, cry, laugh, and sometimes weep. I'm glad you have your Dad. I'm glad you are on the DB board. Now, how can you increase your PMA, and GAL? Can you make plans w/ Bro this weekend? Grab a movie or something? Maybe some of the fellers are lurking and can chime in? p.s. Find local support, face to face. (Not dating service, other dudes for male bonding)