One thing I've learned from reading your posts is you've been carrying her across puddles for a long time. Stop it. You're over thinking this. Stop it. Let go. It's your choice, it's a good choice for you and you will be fine
I like the harsher WT
Yea me too, I think.
Thanks WT I needed to hear that. Keep beating me with that stick it will get through someday. And yes it is the right choice for me at this time, it needs to be done for my own peace of mind.