Down The Divorce Road

[markhaving probs]

I bumped into one of the mothers from my childrens school yesterday. I could not help asking her if she had seen my W in the school playground.

She said she had seen her just before christmas and said she always looked good and is always in new clothes when she see her.
She also went on to say she seemed very intense and stressed, even saying "I am so stressed, the weight is just dropping off me".

I wish I had not asked as it hurts to think she is now in a PA with OM, looking great and is probably lying about the fact she
is stressed as a smokescreen to get sympathy.

I find it hard to believe somebody that you were intimate with for fifteen years, had two lovely children with, can turn into the most nasty, agressive, vindictive person who I just do not know anymore. She wants the divorce, and yet you would think I asked for it!

When I pick the children up from her parents house, the door opens, the children come out and the door closes. She makes every effort not to engage in visual contact, is it because she hates me that much, or is it a guilty conscience, though I would not believe it is this as she has shown no pity or loss at all.