G - Thanks for the comments. You have given me some food for thought. I haven't heard from you in awhile. I am glad you are back.
You are sounding great, btw.
GH31 - I know that breaking down every now and then is perfectly normal and ok. It just makes me feel very pitiful and weak. Then I get pissed off for even letting thoughts of H creep back into my brain.
Me & H: 33 yrs S: 4 & 6 D: 2 M: 9 yrs ILYBNILWY: 8/09 SEPARATED: 9/09 The Beginning