Yes, I would be interested. I also wrote a dark one in the summer when the A was in full swing.
Just came back from IC session. We discussed being able to just accept and even embrace the pain. It is what it is. I have been "fighting" it to a certain extent, b/c H is truly repentant and doing/saying the right things. But, my pain is real and valid. Some of the depression/sense of hopelessness comes from facing the reality of the fact that our M clearly was not what I thought it was. So, sorting out what that means, redefining everything etc.
You are probably right that there would only be a few of us interested in this, but it is very helpful for me right now. So, thanks for sharing where you are at, what you are learning.
