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[awest1217]

Really, really, really mad. S's daycare called me today at work to say he had really bad diaper rash. I was surprised because he was completely fine this morning. I checked it tonight after his bath, and it was really bad. I don't think it is diaper rash because otherwise he went from nothing to whole behind and moving up to the front, bright red hurting rash. After our talk last week, H had said if I had called when S was sick, he would drop everything to come so I thought I would try calling him first, more to see if he could help me research what we could do or what is going on. Nothing to flaming in 12 hours...

H didn't answer so I called my mom who referred me to my grandma who helped a lot. I tried calling H again, and he still didn't answer. Then I get on FB and who is on...H who gets off right away. UGH! How am I supposed to trust him at all when he does this. And to think after baths I was planning on helping my trust issue by sending H a nice text about how I appreciate all he is doing and like how on days I am emotional I can reread his texts and it helps me, but UGH!

I think right now why bother, when everytime I call he never answers. He will respond to texts, but not answer his phone...it is always upstairs or ringer is off or some other excuse, but when I text him, I always get an answer right away. Not good for the trust issue I am already having.

He wants to make dinner tomorrow and just now texts me saying "i was working out then taking a shower" You were just on facebook! UGH!