How are you feeling now? I hear you about the lack of sleep...it takes it's toll and hard to think clearly. I read some of your earlier posts and I also struggled w the filing bit - hard to make yourself go down this route when you don't want D in first place. Good to educate yourself either way, but only you will know when the timing is right and if you want to go down this path. I'll write more later, feeling kinda beat right now (and prepping for my L meeting tomorrow), but just wanted to say I'm thinking of you. ((T)) -hhh