Jack. I swear. Some day I'm gonna show up on your doorstep in Alassakah.
what a freakin weird thing this place is... you might be the best friend I've got now.
xbox 360 it is. can I play grand theft auto on that? call of duty? both of those look pretty badass.
Trapt (and mach and cat and bworl..and sorry if i'm forgetting someone). you are right there for me too. Thought stopping... i've tried that but I suck at it. working on it though.
I have a fairly active mind. its tough to shut it off. stop signs are easily avoided-- my mind plays mailbox baseball with the stop signs.
so she just called. wants to skype w the boys and watch lost tonight later
Ok fine.
but just so ya'll know I'm not a total invalid here's what I did today:
finished my application for housestaff and privileges at new hospital, sent it off from post office. got a haircut hit some golf balls and chipped...twice. ran 4 miles (ok walked some) walked my dog.
still that was not really enough to fill the day. but getting there.
and as for reverting to old ways if she came back to me tomorrow... that's a thought provoking comment dude. the superego in me says, "you are wrong!" (maybe its the superego... I don't know)... but you may be right about that. I don't know man. If I had a chance with her again I'm not sure I'd screw that up. but I'm not gonna argue with you... I trust you are probably right.
