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probably hanging at OM's house with our boys hanging with his boys.


kill your monsters.

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but this morning she said she felt all the pain from the past and was expecting me to be the "rollercoaster" again...


So she is telling you her fears.

Prove her wrong.


Be consistent.

Asking you directly Bradley,
Would you want to be around a person who was caring one day and cold the other? Not counting your MLC wife, she gets a pass.
Say a 'normal' person. Would you?

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again... last night felt like we were moving somewhere. today feels like the old way...


This happens. Enjoy the good moments, but do not expect them to last to tomorrow.

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having a hard time focusing on other things.


Just because it is hard doesn't mean you shouldn't do it.
Hard times define us, shape us.
Easy times make us round.

You asked Playstation or Xbox.

Xbox 360.



Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis

Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans

Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK

TRUST THE PROCESS - Cadet