Not much going on at work. Alone in weird town... she is up there, with the boys, lots of friends... probably hanging at OM's house with our boys hanging with his boys. could be that OM's wife is there..
I know how hard this is but please don't do this.
You have to practice some thought stopping here. You have no idea what is really going on. Your mind can be and will be your worst enemy if you allow it to be.
