Update,
Mediation finalized today and is being rewritten.
The Big D that I'll be Surviving will finally be a reality next Tuesday, Feb 9 at 9:30.

Relief.
And trepidation.
And fear.
Normalcy.

Gardener

"My soul, be satisfied with flowers,
With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them
In the one garden you may call your own."
Cyrano deBergerac