The trimester ends the end of February. March 1 starts my new set of students and most of them are brand new to me, which will be helpful. I just get frustrated as I go to the higher ups and nothing happens to certain students or they worm their way out of it. Oh well...the joys of teaching. There are many highlights to my day, but the few bad students are just wearing me thin, and that takes a lot because I am pretty laid back.
I am definitely going to keep an eye on the sleeping and maybe that can be a good way to bring up IC that he said he would do. Going to a IC may help him realize what is causing the problems. I have always thought he had sleep apnea. I even would tell him some mornings how I woke up because I thought he had stopped breathing and it looked like he was having a seizure in his sleep (my sister has epilepsy so I know what they look like), but he always just blew it off.
I am a very impatient person sometimes and really want this over, but now that we are moving forward, I want to make sure I stay calm and don't push too hard. As long as there is progress, and OW keeps going away more and more...I can be happy and just pull strength from that. I just sometimes wish he would stop saying "it will be soon" when he talks about coming home. what is soon? Another 5 months? PATIENCE!
Me29 S3 H left 4/1/09 I file 8/2/10 Divorce final 5/17/11 1st http://www.tinyurl.com/25lhu52 2nd http://www.tinyurl.com/2c35ueg 3rd http://www.tinyurl.com/322yk89