I wonder how many of you got back together with your spouses then thought "maybe this isnt what I want, or deserve". Shouldnt my H be trying to "win" me back? I feel like lately that he isnt doing a good job at it....I almost feel used some days. I will cook him a meal and not even get a thank you sometimes. I guess maybe I am just expecting too much here at the beginning. I know I need patience. Its just depressing sometimes. I lay in bed at night and just think maybe I should tell him he cant come back, that I want to be loved and showed some affection! But I know that is NOT what I want, I want him home, to be there with me and the kids, to grow old with...I know he is depressed and I try to just remember that.

Im just whinning a bit, that's all. smile

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10