I dont know what to do. "Saving him" from his and my emotions hasnt worked in the past. Obviously. But I dont feel like pushing him further. I wonder if this is one of the times again, that I have to go against what "feels" right because it will end up wrong.
He hasnt called me at all today. He is deep in his cave and I think he may feel ashamed. I never wanted to make him feel inadequate. That's why the last month I tried to focus on what I need and how I want my life to be. I only asked him to tell me how he pictures his...
I cant still believe he thinks of me so strong and focused on reality. After all these years we've been together... Something was really wrong with our communication. It feels as he took what was presented to him as reality and never bothered to look at what IS, not what is presented to him.
I cant believe in the middle of his confusion, he still doesnt see that he has done all he could to lose me and I am still here, a DB dino, a woman that has showed all my soft spots. I tend to believe that he is one of those men, that need the woman to play games. I am not that kind of a woman.
I tried to show him how hurt I am and this is the result? I just dont know how to respond.
