I feel like my head is going to explode. There is so much to figure out...financially. It's a mess. First things first, find a good lawyer? I'm going to write down all of bills, balances, etc. Figure things out from there.
I went and spoke with him mom yesterday and told her the reasons as to why I'm at where I'm at. I don't want his family to have a sour taste of me in their mouths even though I know I know I need to worry about me and my son. But we are going to have a relationship forever so ...
