I told her 2 wks ago don't email me, now she thinks it's because she made a threat, i let her know on monday, no was tired of the attacks.
Anyway i have not gotten an email from her and I have not emailed her.
She texts me, I'm short and sweet, texts yesterday was D related.
I'm not focused on her too much.
Started my aderol.
For 7 months I have seen the deteriation of my kids and how our family is perceived.
Where ever i end up, I'm going to have a respected legacy and name, like before.
I'm the right person for her attacks because I do not take them personally.
But a couple pages ago Jack said when was I going to defend myself.
I am, not going to hurt her, I have a plan on the house.
But it's about time for lack of a better term she start to see what she is doing.
Guys I miss the past, what she's doing now, got enough knowledge to know they are half hearted attempts to feel good.
I realize she's been goading me into coming over, i know why she hit me, i was too comfortable, when d wouldn't come out of her mom's room, I sat on the couch and said haven't been here in awhile, think I'll enjoy the wkend here with you guys.
She responded to the fact I was calm and cool, even fixed myself a glass of water.
i had a smile on my face the whole time, that's what got her.
and when d acted up and sat next to mom, i got off the couch got on my knees and said to d i am going to fight for you, i am going to be your parent then your friend, then i sat back down on couch, about a minute later of quiet is when wife went ballastic. and i handled that calmly.
i was at the house monday, because she would not get my son shoes, the shoes he had were torn and we have snow on the ground.
she's upset i made arr's with d for counseling, thus she tried to one up me on something that has been set in motion.
I am a nice guy, that feels bad for how he's acted, but never did anything to hurt anyone.
when i handed her over to my friend saturday, it become about the kids and i, if i have a happy thought i smile or snap a rubber band, then i go on.
I want a better relationship, if that happens, it has to start with me.
you only see my posts, seen me on facebook much, no i'm galing or listening to audio books or doing my job and when i get my kids i am not more than 5 ft away.
