You need to read the first one on the stages of MLC. CLick on link and go to first page and the Thread is by Hearts Blessing, it will explain a lot of things.
I will say that sometimes I hunt around in the archives when feeling hopeless, but not as much now. Sometimes though I have to take a break from the boards all together.
Heading out now, to the 2nd job interview, hopefully it will be an offer!!! I will jump on later tonight.
Formerly "missherlove"
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Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.