onceburdened, this is my second thread, the first is in WAW- called PLEASE HELP, I don't know how to post the link. I mention this b/c this has been going on for a while, and I am only now "getting it".
Thanks for your encouragement. I just feel the urge to beg again or to rationalize. I know it won't do any good b/c she doesnt have any feelings for me now, so I won't waste my breath. Clearly at this moment I am not detatched.
The good news is I have some control over my emotions, I am able to pause prior to acting- so i am able to avoid making my previous mistakes.
I feel I am being too shortsighted, and I feel that this moment I am focusing on a M that is not even there...so why be concerned about something that is not...I'm starting to feel better now
