So it's been one month since H moved out. The reality is very gradually sinking in that our M will likely end in D . I feel so helpless and sad. I miss H so much and I miss the cozy circle of our family life.
My GAL goals for the next month:
spending more time doing billable work in my available time
get a doctor's appointment to find out if I have ADHD (I've self-diagnosed inattentive ADHD...it's been a major marriage issue and cause of procrastination and low earning)
attend 2 social events in the evening
continue with weight maintenance/loss
start doing some exercise
spend more time in nature with my children
do The Work regularly
identify goals for IC
find a good IC
find a good L and get an initial consult
continue to work on S's diagnosis process
I feel exhausted writing that out.
me: 42 | STBXH: 41 | T: 18 | M: 10 | separation: Jan 3, 2010 | they deserve better: S7 & D4 current thread: http://tinyurl.com/3y8sxcp .: first breathe, then heal, then start LIVING :.
. I feel so helpless and sad. I miss H so much and I miss the cozy circle of our family life.
