feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

Hey guys - no..you're wrong. I wouldn't have thought he would of Luv bashed either he's too smart to do that to one of my friends. He is more manipulative than that. He wants her to see him as a good guy.

My friend called and told me she sees a very miserable Mr. Luv..that he seems like a rebellious teenager (I think this too) That he said, "look I'm not here to Luv bash I'm just not happy." He did mention to her Sat night was a bad night (remember he told us all to f*ck off) but he was saying it like HE was the victim.

She said she told him divorce is never the route to go. This friend of mine has been divorced for three years - her H cheated on her and left so she has some serious input.

He just basically focused on his unhappiness. He came home and was smiling (mind you this is a very sarcastic smile he does) so that was weird. He mentioned to her that Luv has his passwords and friend said, "and how is that any different from 10 yrs ago" what has changed? and why would you be upset about that now?
So..he changed his password this morning....red flag for me.

Anyway...I'm feeling weird..I don't want to be with someone who treats me like this and who is going to this length of destruction without trying to stop it. It seems he is escalating (I know it gets worse) but seriously...I dunno.

I'm gonna keep to myself and get some stuff done around here. He was going on a trip Thursday but now that changed so he'll be home this weekend. I'm going to avoid any negative activity at all costs! I know he'll try to drag me into one but I won't have it.

I feel like I'm getting pissed...weird feelings I'm having guys...like numb too.

Ok talk to you soon.