Gypsy has given you some really good advice. Why spend time with someone who doesn't stop and think how specacular you really are?
There are a lot of people over here thriving. We do stumble here and there but feel free to vent, laugh, cry, scream or whatever emotion you need to express. You are going to be fine.
kat
Me-53(and learning!) S24, S21, D18, D17 Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory