Originally Posted By: ThisCan'tBTheEnd
What I do know is that going through the process of divorce will most definitely make him resent me/be more angry with me and ultimately have more fuel to blame me for all of his problems.

You don't KNOW this.

Originally Posted By: ThisCan'tBTheEnd
I know this, because I will ask for what I deserve. I will protect myself and my future and I see no way to come out of this without him truly hating me.

He just might respect you for this. Some day ...

Originally Posted By: ThisCan'tBTheEnd
I know that this will be the end, and I really don't know that I can handle it.

You can handle it.


Everybody hurts. It's part of life. Don't miss the good stuff.