mb28, Get back on track girl!!! It is easy to let your emotions take over. PMA, you are going to SUCCEED, remember???? But this is going to take a while. PATIENCE is required for this recepie to work. You have had some good advice from some of the best people on the boards.
You need to let OWH know, why do you have to wait? This is important, make time, do it. If you are afraid of making your husband mad then there is the problem. Face your fear of losing him, I know it is easier said than done but you need to do this. You can still be positive and have fun with him, in fact you may feel even better once you let the OWH know. I know it would put me in a good mood.
You have so many positive things going on here they are too numerous to list, but it doesn't mean the hard work is done. The hard work is just beginning, and I think you are finding that out. You are doing great and you have come so far in a short amount of time, but this is not going to be quick, you know that. Continue to come here to vent, get advice, and suupport from people who understand you and respect you for your decision to FIGHT for your marriage! You will SUCCEED!!
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Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.
