Personally, I'm just tired. Tired of this whole thing and want to take a break from it. I commend you for finding the energy and not just crawling in a hole somewhere.
Yes, me too. But, I will have time to rest after this is all done.
Have a C appointment with a new C today - actually the one who was going to be our MC until W decided she never said she would go to MC for reconciliation. Looking forward to it. And I need it.
I have noticed from our financial records, W returned to a C (don't know who) in mid-December, which would have been right after we had the talk where she said she never agreed to go to MC for reconciliation.
I am trying to focus on me and the kids now. Sad that W is not a part of my future, at least not in a positive way. But, that is her choice. I have a life to reclaim and live. And I plan on doing just that.