maynard2121, Thank you so much, what you said about trying to have fun and then me opening up my mouth is exactly what I have been doing. H does know how I feel, he has heard it from me a million times (one of my big problems, I talk to much, and not enough listening). I'm going to try to focus on me being happy for me, especially when H is around, and hope he notices. This trust/jealous monster is just so ugly and takes control over me.
Together 16 years Married 12 years Me 36 H 34 D9 & S6 Separated 12/3/09 Confirmed A 1/25/10 Exposed A 1/26/10 H hired L, but not filed yet 1/27/10
