I was reading someone else's thread...luvless' I think...and it really bummed me out to hear her say her H was doing fun things to see if he could fall in love with her again.
It made me think about all the fun activities that went on last week between me and the ex...the breakfast/lunches, playing guitar hero, working out at the gym. Meanwhile she claims mid week that she and the OM decided to see one another.
I dont think I will ever know if she was sincerely trying to see if she could fall in love with me again or not by doing all those things and I blew it by showing up Friday...or if she was just stringing me along to soothe her own guilt and said what she did about me blowing it to twist the knife.
Not that it matters. Luvless' thread was just a trigger to a painful question that I need to try and let go of.
