feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

H called one of our close friend (woman) to go to dinner last night. He text me to let me know he was going. My friend said he initiated it..probably just wanted to avoid coming home. I guess I'll find out later what they talked about.

I tell you guys H is cold as ever. He is avoiding me like the plaque now where as before he'd initiate some conversation etc. These last few days he doesn't even want to be in the same room.

This morning he changed his password on his email...now that's big. I feel like he'll be moving out very soon. I wonder how someone can be so angry...what the heck did I do? Do I really have that much power over you? jeez I figure if you are gonna leave a R no need to be an a** about it.

Well guys I had a decent day yesterday and today I must really prepare for what's coming.

You said it would get worse before (if ever) it got better....well here it is.

G - my ME things for today are

1 - attorney visit
2 - workout
3 - lunch with my mom

Keep praying for me...it's the only thing working right now!