TTA, DO NOT reply to his email - NO GOOD WILL COME OF THAT. There is no need and you need to separate yourself emotionally and protect you a little bit right now. I KNOW it feels wrong to ignore him - but that's what you need to do. You have GOT to find a way to only focus on you. PLEASE READ CAREFULLY... LET HIM GO AND FOCUS ON YOU... please re-read that sentence. NOTHING you do is going to help him decide right now if its directed AT him. The only thing you can do to help your marriage is to FOCUS ON YOU... do you see the running theme here?
Try thinking about things that you want. A good goal might be to be alone but not feel lonely... whether or not you and H work things out you need to find away to be happy with just you. You are no where near that - THAT needs to be your focus. You will find that dark/ no contact will actually feel better for this.
How did your support group go? Did you find comfort in it?
Its good you went out with your sis - do more of that!
I want you to think... Is there anything you have always wanted to do but never made the time to do??? List them for us.
Hang in there - be strong.... NO EMAILS ....
T
ME28,WAH30, M 5YRS, T 7YRS ,OW/ILYBNILY/SEP 9/09 Served with D papers 6/6/10 Current
